Been in a rut the whole day and last night, agonising over my next course of action after what happened on Saturday (no, its not because Man Utd lost). I’m not going to blog about what happened just yet, until I figured out what I’m gonna do.
And because this road less travelled seems so hard and cold most of the times, its really heartening to read about those who have finally found their way (Courtesy of Zeus).
Of course, most of the tips caters to the American industry, and not really applicable here. But here’s what I find to be true, given my experiences in the industry so far :
The first year is the hardest, followed by every anniversary up to about Year 5, when you’re so beaten down you don’t notice the years passing any more.
I’m on year seven now. I know, I still notice the years passing on, but that doesn’t mean I’m not beaten down. Far from it.
You have to develop a thick skin — without becoming jaded, guarded or cynical. That’s a tall order.
No kidding about the tall order part. I’m feeling jaded already.
It will be hard to explain your first milestones to friends and family back home. They are waiting to see you on TV or on the big screen. It is hard to explain how a second callback for a job you didn’t land was the highlight of your month and a very valid reason to celebrate.
Quite true as well, especially if you are just starting out. These days, looking at my rejection rate at auditions, a callback is a very valid reason to celebrate indeed.
Most actors think their first priority after moving to L.A. is to get an agent. I disagree. I think the first priority should be to build a body of work — become a pro so that you are valuable to an agent.
I agree on the building a body of work part. That is why I did all I can to build it when I just started out, even doing it pro bono at times. I think thats one of the few things that’s gratifying to me now, that at the very least, I have a good body of work.
I felt heartened after reading this because I know now that there are others out there like me, and they have, by not giving up, found their way. This doesn’t make it any easier on the decision I’ll have to make later though.
One hell of a way to live the dream huh?
*pats* you’re getting there bro!